something just got into my head :)

I thought of you today! and then a smile just pop into my face, and the burden just evaporated out of my shoulder. I feel a whole lot happier, all because I thought of you today everything just change. Thinking of you is like a medicine that heals all the pain, putting back my strength. Hope your here with me to make me more complete. Wish I could see you soon!! :)

looking forward to a new me

This is another day, I can't believe I'm on a diet hahaha. I'm starting to take off that extra fat hehe because I'm preparing myself for a job interview for this month, I just hope that my diet thing will work for me. I can't share anything today but a headache that I'm facing just to make my diet work. less rice, exercise and many more. I start to ate a lot of fruits and drink a lot of juice and water, I manage my time in order for me to have time to exercise.

missing someone

Its been four months since I last saw him, he has that smile that makes me say thank God I found him. He has that touch that makes me feel secure, a laugh that says he will always be there. Its been four months since I last feel that kiss, a kiss that say I am the one he needs. I think I miss him that much, hope he miss me too. there are times that we feel alone looking for that old same person that make us feel special, the person who always cheer us up in times when we are down. I think it comes naturally, missing someone who had been so close to you for years and this will be the first time you been separated. Sometimes I really feel alone because when the time his here with me his the only one who can understand how I feel. I still have to wait until he comes back and I'll make sure to spent a lot of times with him talking about the memories of the past and the things that happen when we were apart from each other. I can say that there are moments that one person makes a special difference in our lives that no one else can make. :)

the pain within

How can you express the pain? when no one is their to listen. How can you show the pain? when no one ever cared. We sometimes feel down and alone but still we are here and fighting for want we want, for what we feel, for what we want others to know about us. sometimes feeling alone is where we find peace but for me, sometimes I still look for someone to be there to understand me.